Only one thing left to do now. To change the publish dates of these blogged words. And leave this blog to be found. Or do I carry on? To stay with it, learn more, to speak up for other clients who receive well meaning lectures. Aversive, defensive in-humane... ending in Erasure. + But - there is only one choice from this moment onwards.. To live, to carry on. Because This happens to others too. + Yet in one layer of the multiverse I'm no longer here. In the other layer I took all the sleeping pills and died outside his door, huddled cold on stone, cold, My heart finally stilled. No drama, just the truth of it. -- These words were at are the end. (semi-psychotic visions - written the evening after the final session May 2022...) [+]
Eros in therapy.